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I want to break something. I want to make something bleed and cry.
I want to do it and damn the consequenses. I'm tired of being a nice guy.
I have had enough of taking things out on myself, by pushing a stupidly long way or shaving my head or any of the other crap I used to do.
I'm tired of good things in my life ending up hurting me. Stuff changed because it's not right for her atm and in all actuallity it wasn't fair on me.
Yeah yeah I know; if it's meant to be it'll be.
Fuck everything.
Fuck you too.
I'll probably appologise for that later and I hope I don't. Some people need it saying to them. Others need their faces broken in.
I want to do it and damn the consequenses. I'm tired of being a nice guy.
I have had enough of taking things out on myself, by pushing a stupidly long way or shaving my head or any of the other crap I used to do.
I'm tired of good things in my life ending up hurting me. Stuff changed because it's not right for her atm and in all actuallity it wasn't fair on me.
Yeah yeah I know; if it's meant to be it'll be.
Fuck everything.
Fuck you too.
I'll probably appologise for that later and I hope I don't. Some people need it saying to them. Others need their faces broken in.
Skating.
I'm doing that shit.
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Update!
Ok! I'm in South Africa and have been for about 2 months. I'm living in Sun City doing various things, and visited the LIV Village in KwaZulu Natal. It was a moving experience and I've been pointed in a direction for 2012 - I'm going to be skating 1000km for LIV through Holland. https://www.facebook.com/pages/1000km-skate-for-LIV/268944176485797 Fun times. Prep has begun.
I'm mildly homesick and missing various peoples and skateboard components.
I do NOT want to go back to my previous job when I get back to England and as they let me go when I left the hemisphere I'm thinking I will use this opportunity to find alternative employment.
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Sometimes...
I just don't give a chainsaw.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ulIOrQasR18
:no:
200 miles through bikini country...
I think not. The grim north of Birmingham and then Wales, followed by Bristol, Bath, Cheddar, Bridgewater, Tivvy (*shudder*) and then home. Probably in the rain.
So tomorrow my brother and I will be driving up to Brimfield near Birmingham and setting up our tent, and then 8am on Monday I start pushing my skateboard.
200 miles is, as a co-worker of mine so eloquently phrased; a fuck-off long way on a skateboard! :O_o:
I'm excited though! The mild case of Labrynthitis that I have been enduring for 2 weeks or so is slowly improving - I'm still dizzy and headachey but I won't let it stop me.
At this point, anything that could have gone wrong
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In my meagre experience (which is so meagre it's half made up of other peoples experiences) there are two ways o approach this and as I count you as one of my closest friends you get both. Take into account that the situation hasn't been explained - nor should it be unless you desire it.
First approach: I'm guessing you and Jess broke up, or are 'on a break'. If that's the case then I'm sorry for you, you obviously liked her very much (and she you) and had fun with her - the most important thing in a relationship. Although you're angry try not to let this destroy your friendship - unless the damage there was done earlier by her or you or the both of you. T'would be a shame as you seemed close. I love you and I'm here for you man. xxx
Second approach: Again, still sorry about it BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT! Could be a blessing in disguise - you ARE planning to move to South Africa, you ARE planning to go there in the near future and spend lengths of time away from her to do so and you DID get a trip to France. You're also young, this ain't the end of line dude. I hope your angry dissipates soon and I hope you guys can remain friends, if it was fated to end then better it end sooner rather than later, better you didn't have to choose between Africa and her. Still love ya dude. Feel free to shout (internetedly) at me for being an uncaring bastard or whatever.
..And fuck you too...twat. <3
First approach: I'm guessing you and Jess broke up, or are 'on a break'. If that's the case then I'm sorry for you, you obviously liked her very much (and she you) and had fun with her - the most important thing in a relationship. Although you're angry try not to let this destroy your friendship - unless the damage there was done earlier by her or you or the both of you. T'would be a shame as you seemed close. I love you and I'm here for you man. xxx
Second approach: Again, still sorry about it BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT! Could be a blessing in disguise - you ARE planning to move to South Africa, you ARE planning to go there in the near future and spend lengths of time away from her to do so and you DID get a trip to France. You're also young, this ain't the end of line dude. I hope your angry dissipates soon and I hope you guys can remain friends, if it was fated to end then better it end sooner rather than later, better you didn't have to choose between Africa and her. Still love ya dude. Feel free to shout (internetedly) at me for being an uncaring bastard or whatever.
..And fuck you too...twat. <3